Today..

Today started off pretty much as suckish as it gets. I was having one of those down in the dumps mornings. So I slept most of it away. Finally when I woke myself up, I told myself that I was going to shower, get dressed, put on make up, and just GO! Which I did.
I texted up my friend and said "what do you want to do?!" and thats her que to come pick me up. We ended up going to a tattoo shop to get a price and a drawing. I gotta save about $30 more! I was hoping to have it by monday, but it isn't going to happen.
After that we went and walked the mall a bit. I had the giggles so I laughed so hard today. It was great!
I almost went ALL day without thinking about him, but that didn't last long! I just had to get my daily dose. So I texted him "how are you" and he sends me back "going to the island to get waisted because they want me too." AH. STUPID STUPID! I am so worried because he has been drinking every weekend. But I cant tell him cause he just doesn't care.
After that whole ordeal, I decided I wanted to be out of the house. We went to walk around walmart. HA. After that I bought a pack of ciggs, had a smoke, and here I am now.
Goodnight world.